This Feeling

I try to be brave

But no, it’s like facing your grave.

You rip this, tear it,

But still, you’re its every heartbeat,

The reasons I know not,

But I know there is always a “but.”

This feeling’s suffocating,

I just wish I didn’t have this feeling!

It kills me, drowns me,

I hopefully think there’s “we.”

I’m falling, you’re leaving,

It’s always me who’s struggling.

Can’t we just give it another chance,

One wherein we both fall in a great new trance?

It’s hurting, I won’t lie,

I think I’d die

Without you by my side;

I wish in the past I haven’t lied.

Certainly you don’t care,

While I want you to dare,

It’s hard to say it’s over;

It makes me falter.

It hurts me baby,

I guess I’ll never ever be again your lady.